Archive for the ‘Noteworthy’ Category

Macrabbit released CSSEdit 2.5 and it’s very smexy!

Wednesday, April 25th, 2007

Macrabbit just recently released CSSEdit 2.5 to the general public. Now, CSSEdit is one of my favourite power toys (tomorrow, I’ll discuss power toys for the Mac) for the Mac and it gives me the power to do so much with my current style sheets. It has a beautiful way to validate style sheets with W3C standards. And of course, it still has the smexy features it always had such as Milestones, Live Preview and Xray. And this has not been replicated in applications like Panic’s Coda (which costs a US$69 if you own a Transmit licence). Also, Macrabbit added a beautiful new welcome page for CSSEdit 2.5 (compared to the one that Macrabbit made for CSSEdit 2.0).

My first date

Friday, February 9th, 2007

I am about to go out on my first date and I am excited, nervous, anxious, happy, paranoid and a lot of other emotions that are just indescribable. But I am worried about a few things (obviously). Maybe it’s just paranoia but I really need to keep my fears in check and cool it. (more…)

My 2007 New Years Resolutions

Monday, January 1st, 2007

I hate the idea that people make resolutions that they have no intention of keeping only when the earth’s odometre rolls over. It seems that it is enough to make people believe that they have a new lease on life. Personally, I believe the route of change should happen throughout the new year, especially when one realizes it is needed the most. However, I have reviewed what I want out of life and this is what I have come up with:

  1. Gain a bit more notoriety on the web/in my new home - I would like to be as big as Bryan Veloso, Mr. Fab or Shaun Inman. My weblog has been getting a bit more activity since I have been writing more often and using traffic services like BlogMad, but that is not enough. I need to do more to get my name out there. I would also like to be recognized in Calgary for my blog so I am also going to write replying to more local news.
  2. Finish up Blackthorne - Blackthorne (for the uninitiated) is a themeset that I have been working on for the past month. I am confident that I can get it done and coded before February 14th, especially since I cannot afford the bus pass for this month so my mobility is going to be dramatically hindered. Doesn’t mean that I can’t go to crowfoot and cash in my bottles to buy bus fare to get to the college to return some books. I should probably do that on Wednesday though, it will save time and money in the long run.
  3. Get into a serious relationship - I would like to get into a serious relationship. Need I say more?
  4. Fully convert to Buddhism - I would like to convert to Buddhism and seek a path of reason and truth. Right now, I could still be considered a Christian that just doesn’t go to church. I would like to be so much more than that and I would love to convert to Buddhism so I can clean my mind of my past practises and strive toward a brighter future.
  5. Get my work permit - Nicholi, if you are reading this, please submit your company to Alberta Registries. Now.

Those are my five new years resolutions. This is what is truly important to me right now and I would personally like to thank you for reading through my sappy drivel but hey, it was enough to spice up my life.

My top 5 Internet annoyances.

Friday, December 22nd, 2006

I am irked by so many things when it comes to the Internet but here’s what pisses me off the most:

  1. Bad spelling and grammar. It does not make you look very intelligent when you use bad spelling and grammar. I don’t find acronyms offencive in and of themselves. I just find them offencive if they are used way too often. Like “OMG WTF BBQ“. What the hell? I am not going to place bad punctuation in here because I will address it next.
  2. Newbie spelling, leet spelling and over/incorrect capitalization and punctuation. Okay, this is as annoying as hell. If you use newbie spelling (hey dude, wtz up?), leet spelling (|-|3j, ‘//|-|47′5 (_)|* |-|4><0/2?), or over/incorrect capitalization/punctuation (Hey, what’s up!!1one!) I will nuke your comment on the spot. Seriously.
  3. MySpace Layouts. These things suck immensely. Aside from being incompatible with many browsers, they are usually littered with Youtube or Google Videos. And of course, annoying shit that I just don’t want to see.
  4. Background Music on web pages. I am glad you like Reliant K. Seriously. But just because you like him, does not mean that when I visit your website, I necessarily want to hear one of their songs interrupt what I am already playing in iTunes.
  5. Spam. I am not going to list the various reasons why people shouldn’t buy Viagra off the Internet. And trust me, there are a lot of reasons that you shouldn’t buy medication off the Internet. I just don’t like all the porn links and what not. This is an illicit and annoying way to get page rank and I, for one, do not care for it.

Kissing Dating Goodbye

Friday, December 22nd, 2006

Basically, I am in a whirlwind of relational bullshit and I guess I should try to cut the cords here and now. I am done with online dating and trying to find someone altogether. I hate all the immature people that think that they are all that and everyone should bend down and kiss their ass. I am sick and tired of the abusers and the mercenaries. I guess looking for love online is like looking for a diamond in your ass. It’s dark, hard to navigate and something just doesn’t smell right.

And, it’s not like I am in that stable of a situation either. I am still waiting for Nicholi to submit those papers to Alberta Registries so I can send in my application for a work permit. I thank god that I found Nicholi when I did, because she gave me the ticket I need to immigrate to this country. I now need to get everything rolling so I can immigrate to this country. And it looks like my life is becoming a bit more stable.

I am going to get rid of my current IM identities and get new ones. And I should probably get rid of my MySpace too. I am also tired of trying to reconnect with my past. My past sucked. I know this and yet I want to try to talk to people from my high school. Why am I stressing myself over people who won’t respond to private messages or whatever the hell they call them over at MySpace.

What is the purpose of this blog?

Sunday, December 17th, 2006

Often I wonder what the purpose of my own blog is. I rant all the time and on numerous and sometimes, unrelated subjects. I get all mushy about someone and rant about them the next day. I basically share my feelings in a disorganized and incomprehensible manner. Basically, I believe that my blog has three equally important purposes.

The first purpose to my blog is to share my own thoughts, fears, loves, hates and experiences with the world. I have some acquaintances back in the states and I am certain that they probably want to know how I am doing and what not. This blog allows them the opportunity to read up on me and check up on my current state of being. Plus, it also allows other people that are going through what I am going/have gone through to know that they aren’t alone in their fight and struggle. They should know this and they should feel like someone has been where they are now.

The second purpose is to expose the flaws of this world in hopes of changing it for the better. Usually, when people are confronted with their own wrongdoings, they usually have the choice of fight or flight. Ron Frasier and Duncan Pringle have the reaction of flight when confronted with their actions. Instead of owning up to their misdeeds, they decide to remove me in hopes of hiding the problem once again. However, their idea will fail as I have decided to expose their actions numerous times on my blog. Eventually, when prospective employers or students google their names, they will hopefully find my blog and be reconfronted with their problems. They can either own up to their actions and take the road of recovery (a.k.a. the fight option) or they can keep running from the truth in hopes that they will never be confronted and seen for what they truly are (a.k.a. the flight option).

The situation at Alberta Bible College started when I decided to try to be friends (and possibly more than friends) with a girl named Miranda Littel. She was everything to me and I felt invincible when I was around her. I felt that she was the right one for me. Then, when I least expected it, the roof caved in and I found out her true nature. I found that she was an emotional mercenary. She only wanted to be around me to harm me and break me. So, I decided to write about it in my blog to expose her and hopefully have her confront her own problem as she read it. However, the administrators of the school decided to ask me to remove her name from my blog. I would not give in because I will not be cowled into forsaking my beliefs. Then, they wanted to label me as nuts and send me to a psychiatrist. WTF?

Eventually, they decided that my compliance was not helping their case to try to appear to justly remove me from ABC. They decided only a few days ago to disable my ability to renew for next semester. So, instead of being unable to face their problem and allow me to continue enjoying my right to Freedom of Speech, as it is defined as “freedom of thought, belief, opinion and expression, including freedom of the press and other media of communication” in the Canadian Charter of Rights and Freedoms, they wanted to ignore their problem and remove me from the college.

The third purpose is to give people a view into my life at the core. Basically, I am very emotional, confused and angry/sad at this point. I have no family that loves me and I am facing failure straight in the eyes. However, I know I must not run, because where would I run to? I have no real home. Home constitutes people to come home to. Home constitutes a mixture of good and bad feelings and experiences. What I left behind in the states wasn’t a home but rather a stop in my mission to find my home. I know I must continue to go forth and find my home, hope and family. And the only way I can find the third is via marriage. Maybe that’s why I am a little girl-crazy at this point. But I have my morals and ethics when dating and I know that I can’t marry someone just for my immigration or status in this country.

Addendum: FUCK Alberta Bible College.

Thursday, December 14th, 2006

Basically, I feel that there needs to be clarification for the article I wrote a couple of days ago titled “Fuck Alberta Bible College”. However, I do not edit posts once they are up for integrity reasons and to follow with my blog’s Code of Ethics. Once a post is up, it is up. However, I write this to hopefully eliminate any confusion about my words.

First off, the post “Fuck Alberta Bible College” was written as a criticism to the administration of Alberta Bible College and some of the faculty that decide to treat students rather poorly. I have very little respect for an organization that is supposedly christian and yet does something like that. I have met and conversed with many of the students and instructors at ABC and a good majourity of them do not share the malicious intents of a select few. The sole intention of this article is to have the staff and students take a good, hard, long look at the people administering their school and see their actions, exposed.

Secondly, I am not the only person who thinks this way, but I am the only person willing to publicly expose these people for what they truly are. I have conversed with others about ABC and they share an opinion with me. I would love to tell you their story but they told me it under the strictest of confidence. I will not violate that confidence that they have placed in me. However, the horror stories of Alberta Bible College are numerous and quantity and I honestly hope that one day, they will allow me to post these stories.

When searching for sources for this article toda, Prime Minister Abe wrote a segment in his online e-mail newsletter that really struck me:

My First School Lunch in 40 Years

Hello, this is Shinzo Abe.

The Japanese character meaning “life” was chosen as the word most representative of 2006.

On one hand, the birth of His Imperial Highness Prince Hisahito opened our eyes again to how a new life can bring happiness and hope to our own lives, giving us another chance to appreciate the preciousness and value of life. But on the other hand, this year we have also witnessed a number of heartbreaking incidents of children taking their own lives — lives that had come into this world with the blessings of everyone surrounding them — after being bullied.

I visited an elementary school in Tokyo last week in hopes of getting a feel for the educational environment children are in today and talking to them in person.

It was my first visit to an elementary school in the 40 years since I graduated from my own. Over lunch, I had a chance to hear, in their own words, what children are really thinking. Many shared with me that they enjoy extracurricular activities and sports. They also asked me unpretentious questions, such as, “As a child, did you have a goal in life?” These questions reassured me that children have hopes and dreams for what they want to pursue in the future.

I was a bit worried that the children would tense up with the press crew in their classroom, but the close bond the class shared and the warm smiles they gave me as we talked impressed me strongly.

I have kept in close touch with my elementary school friends, meeting with them frequently even now after 40 years. Exciting times spent together with friends, even if you occasionally argue, will become a precious memory later in life. It is my hope that children will possess the kindness to go over and talk to another child they see all alone. I was able to convey this message during my visit to the school.

I will never stop reminding all children that there are people who care about and love them, and that bullying is a shameful deed.

In cooperation with local communities, I will enhance even further a system through which children can seek help or advice even at night and on weekends and holidays. I will also set up places all over the country where children can play and study with a sense of security so that they will not be left alone after school.

I have renewed my resolve to do my utmost so that our children do not lose their smiles and will be able to achieve a bright future that fulfills their hopes and dreams.

[...]

Deliberations in the Diet are reaching their final stages as the current session draws to a close. The Abe Cabinet’s top priority agenda is rebuilding education. I will devote all my energy to reconsidering education from its basic principles as we take the final steps toward enactment of the bill concerning the Fundamental Law of Education.

Prime Minister Abe’s words ring true. And yet, strangely enough, Japan has a better set of rules for their education system than Canada or the United States does. These rules are called the Fundamental Law of Education.

In article 6 of the Fundamental Law of Education, it states: “Teachers of the schools prescribed by law shall be servants of the whole community. They shall be conscious of their mission and endeavor to discharge their duties. For this purpose, the status of teachers shall be respected and their fair and appropriate treatment shall be secured.” This should be true throughout the world. However, meager pay and other issues that have arosen the last decade have made people believe that they can and should get away with anything - including treating certain students, possibly the ones who need the lessons the most, with mockery and contempt. To treat certain students like scapegoats and discriminate against them. And then to try to make them feel guilty when the student tries to expose the instructor for what they are.

In article 10 of the Fundamental Law of Education, it states: “Education shall not be subject to improper control, but shall be directly responsible to the whole people.” In this situation, the education programmes at Alberta Bible College are run by people who wish to pervert the education from it’s once noble and fine goal to something that is wrong. This is an act against the public interest and it cannot be tolerated.

“Friends” suck

Thursday, December 7th, 2006

I write this pissed off over events that happened last night. Especially because most of it was self-induced. However, this does not make what I have to say on the subject less true. When a girl you are interested says that she wants to be “friends” with you, that feels like a veritable death.

Yes, “friends” do suck. Would I want to date my best friend? Definitely! Why not? Would I want to marry my best friend? It’s very likely. It’s just when women say that when you are looking for a more romantically-based relationship, you feel like you just got royally screwed.

When I am asking someone out, am I looking for a strictly-plutonic relationship? Hell no! I don’t think many people are when they do - so when you want to tell me that you just want to be friends, that is not letting me off easy. It is just making the pain worse. I don’t abandon my friends to their own devices. SO, it is not really wanting to be friends but rather wanting to break my heart in a less painful manner (in your opinion).

Am I an expatriate by birth or at home by my soul?

Tuesday, December 5th, 2006

Here in Canada, everything seems and feels like I belong here. That raises the important question of whether or not I am really an expatriate here? Or, was it before I came here, I was an expatriated Canadian - just no papers to support my claim?

Some people have to go years of struggle and strife to find their true home. Mehran Karimi Nasseri has been waiting since 1988 to go home. He would not settle for less when the Belgian Government tried to give him residence in exchange for his inability to go home. Unfortunately, Mr. Nasseri may not reach his home in this lifetime, as he has recently been hospitalized for an unknown ailment. In fact, since August of this year, you could not visit Mr. Nasseri.

But I am kind of in the same situation. I am here in Canada, in limbo. I am not exactly allowed to stay here permanently (yet) and 2 choices of where to go (the United States or Poland). But I will not settle for less than home and I honestly believe that home is here. In fact, I am close to gaining my work permit and procuring my permanent resident visa.

Anonymous Commenters: Leave your e-mail address!

Tuesday, November 28th, 2006

Okay, so I was going through my Akismet spam, checking for false positives (yeah, I do that) and I found an anonymous comment from someone with the e-mail address jane@aol.com. It was on my post about when I was canned at Valero so that the managers could save their own asses. Apparently, this woman decided to accuse of actually taking the food and stated that I should “own up to my own crime”. WTF?

I did nothing wrong and this woman decides to blatantly accuse me for something that isn’t even true. The managers fired me because they were missing $3000 US in inventory and they had to pin it on someone. The rest of the story should be self-explanatory. This happens more often than you’d think in the states but that is because more and more employers are turning to “at-will” employment rather than contract employment.

Anyways, what I want to communicate is that while I do allow for open dialog in this blog, I should be able to contact you to try to explain the situation if you decide to leave comments like this. Or at least a link to your own blog so I can find out how to contact you and give you feedback on what you said.