The Darkest Evil

My girlfriend is going up to Willis to be with her friend Tori (or Toni, not sure about her name. I need to ask Natalie about this) for the weekend. But the cool thing about it is that I got to hang out with her for a few hours before she had to leave for Willis. Plus, I got to meet her friend Tori prior to her leave. I’m so happy that I got to spend some quality time with my Natty Cat. In fact, I thoroughly enjoyed our time together and I hope to see her as soon as she gets back from Willis. However, work will prevent that simply on the virtue that I am going to be working on THL all throughout the weekend and most of next week too. So, you can understand my predicament, eh?. (more…)

I learned the truth about Becca and why she broke up with me. Or rather, I found out that the reason she told me for breaking up with me was a complete and utter lie. It’s actually quite horrid and wrong and I can’t believe that it happened. But today, when I was talking to her over Instant Messenger, I found out that Becca was just lying to me and I am just dumbfounded. And I can’t believe that I thought I loved this girl. I can’t believe I thought about marrying this girl! I can’t believe that I was so willing to wait for her and yet, day after day, she lied to me. (more…)

Unfortunately, yesterday, I had to break it off with Natalie. I am very worried for her, as she is having very depressing thoughts. Even though I don’t love her anymore, she is still my friend and I truly care about her welfare and well-being. But it was necessary to break it off with her, considering that I didn’t love her anymore. But I am happy that I got the chance to see what a relationship with her would be like. And now, I can continue my life, including my upcoming move to Portland and my future moves, including my immigration to Canada. I am not going to go into great detail in this post, because I want to respect her privacy.

Natalie and I are now going out publicly - which just means her parents know that we are going out and they have given the approval. Of course, my parents already know, simply due to the fact that they read my blog and my mother mentioned it when she was over here yesterday. Every day that I get to spend time with Natalie just makes me realize more and more how perfect we are for one another. (more…)

I’m sorry that I had to go into a hiatus. I needed to take a little break so I could be 100% sure to avoid saying something bad and untrue about Becca. Truth be told, she’s a wonderful woman and any man would be happy to have her. But, the distance between us was just too great and she couldn’t take it anymore. I can understand and respect her for that, but that doesn’t mean I’m too happy about this. But I am going to try to avoid online dating and even if that is so, I am only going to date people in my locality. This way, I can avoid a lot of heartbreak. (more…)

To be with Becca is a very important thing to me. To be able to hold her in my arms and tell her how much I love her. And soon, I’ll be able to do so since I will be moving to the United Kingdom. And I plan to spend as much time as I can with her. But some people wonder why I love her when I haven’t actually met her face to face and how I can have such faith in being with her. Well, I have a couple of reasons. (more…)

So Shush has me doing grunt work that I am not fit to do. I don’t know how I can make this clearer - but I am just going to make this point, yet again: I AM NOT A HANDY MAN! I’d probably wind up breaking more stuff than actually fixing a damn thing. And this isn’t the worst part. The worst part is I will be separated from my loving girlfriend Becca. I already miss talking to her and I wish I was by her side, fully enjoying life. So, instead of being able to talk to her through Instant Messenger - I have to use e-mail and blog entries to let her know how much I love her. (more…)

I have talked with Becca today and after much thought - we have mutually decided to take a very important step back and become just boyfriend/girlfriend. This does not mean that we no longer have the potential to become engaged again, but I doubt it’d happen anytime soon. In fact, I’d probably wait like a year or two before considering it again. But let’s look at the pros and cons of this - because it has both. But I can promise you this - I will NEVER post another thread on Yay Hooray again! (more…)

There have been several detractors about my recent engagement to Becca and I would first like to say that I plan to address all the legitimate concerns here. But I would like to reiterate that defamation is not allowed in the commentary on my blog. So please, let’s act maturely here. If we don’t act with maturity and honesty, than what do we have really? (more…)

Hey, I know I’ve been ranting on things like my landlord kicking me out and that failed C&D attempt at Jelsoft but at least some good news came to me today. After trudging through the perils of loving, being used, abused and being victim to the dregs of humanity, I am now engaged to Becca. Seriously, she even mentioned it in her blog. So, as you can probably I am VERY happy about this and I am making a big commitment. But some believe that my decision to move to Canada and then to the United Kingdom was big. I feel odd because I’ve never put much stock into online dating websites and now, I’ve found my future wife on one. This is awesome! ^_^