A dream?
Last night, I had a dream. I dreamt beyond the vale of human consciousness and into a state where I could see my fondest desires. In other words, I could see what I wanted in life right then and there. And I was here. Still in Calgary. Still living in my basement suite in the Ranchlands. And this was in the not too distant future. I was walking down the street to head to 7-Eleven when this cute geek girl comes up to me and asks me to help her find her friend. She is holding some chinese food in her hand and I look. Apparently, the NAPA auto parts store is now a Chinese food place now.
We start to walk toward where the 7-Eleven is and I start to see that the 7-Eleven is actually across the street, where the Community Centre was. And there was a Wendy’s restaurant inside of it. We walk into where the 7-Eleven was and apparently, it is now a vacant piece of retail office space. But it’s open and a place where people could just lounge around and talk to one another. And maybe share films or what not. And we were laughing and talking and suddenly, she goes over to what appears to be a pine box. She opens the lid and there is this guy. He comes out and I am not exactly sure what he does. Maybe he walks away. I don’t know.
And when I look over, she is sitting on a lawn chair. And in the lawn chair next to her is her best friend. It appears to be this punk gothic chick like Jane from Dharma and Greg. I sit next to her and we start cuddling up. I try to feel around to see if I have a couple of $5s or something and I feel that I have but one. And this becomes a problem because I cannot take her out with only $5 to my name. So, I pocket the $5 and continue watching the film.
And now, when I look around, her and her friend have switched places, but it appears as if everything is normal. But she starts talking about what she is craving to eat and I recommend (for some strange and stupid reason) that she give me about $20 and I can go get everyone something. She starts saying something like “What would be the purpose, I want a milkshake.” And I am thinking what a selfish little bitch. And I start kidding this girl but out of the corner of my eye, I see that this girl that likes me is now crying. I walk over to comfort her, but I have to go around everyone else to do so. Why this is, I am not sure - simply due to the fact that they weren’t obstructing a direct path to her.
I talk to her and she accuses me of cheating. I tell her that she was the first women to actually love me and I would HONOUR her for as long as she would want to be with me. Suddenly we kiss and my vision fades out to events that happen after. I see our wedding, where me and her get brought together for the rest of our lives. And I welcome this, because I see that we were meant for each other and that we would enjoy the company of one another.
I see Dusten a couple years forward. Trying to get the cops to believe his crazy stories while trying to worm his way out of a ticket. He is afraid to get this ticket considering that the car he is behind the wheel of is stolen. Yes, Dusten has stopped playing Christian and started to reveal who he is at the core. But this time, he cannot get out of his trickery so quickly. I don’t know, maybe he just made one Polish racial slur/joke too many. I can see that the RCMP officer’s name is of polish descent and he clicks his pen and writes up a ticket.
Miranda comes into the fray in about a couple of years. She is burned by her own life choices and she is now stuck in a loveless marriage of her own creation. He doesn’t really love her and no, she doesn’t love him. They are two con people, trapped in a vicious whirlwind of hatred, lies and deceit. And not only that, but Miranda is expecting her 3rd child, and this one is finally her husbands. She runs around town, conning innocents out of money and possessions and takes them up to a motel where she will screw them. Or stand them up.
And I don’t see myself and this girl until many many years later. This time, the vision is all cloudy and hazy. But I see a couple of elderly people, still married after all this time. And they are visited by their kids and their grandkids. And they are eating a holiday meal. And it seems real. And if not here in Calgary, maybe somewhere where lovers actually find one another instead of holding it out with mercenaries. Maybe a place where children grow up well-adjusted and lovingly. I don’t know, maybe it was Victoria.
February 7th, 2007 at 2:02 pm
I voted for you,
Intriguing dream.
February 7th, 2007 at 4:03 pm
Thanks ^_^
February 7th, 2007 at 4:44 pm
This supposed to scare hell ?
February 8th, 2007 at 3:52 am
Scaring hell is a job for my little sister - the SECOND darkest evil.
February 8th, 2007 at 7:10 am
don’t know whether you have a chance to stop by at http://aroengbinang.blogspot.com/2006/11/uncharted-path.html, but dreams can be quite real and amazing. cheers
February 9th, 2007 at 2:00 am
Cheers. However, that URL leads to a 404′d page.
February 9th, 2007 at 5:00 am
dude thats cause he added a “,” at the end.. remove the dot, and try again -.-
February 9th, 2007 at 8:05 am
Ragnar, I don’t update my posts unless there is info to be updated.
February 14th, 2007 at 3:31 pm
Hi!
so it seems yet again Your thoughts have come through your actions and Wanting to show or try to show that you are better then others but on the down side showing that you are not but also showing you have problems as well
but want to shurg them off on others sir…
February 14th, 2007 at 8:56 pm
I am not trying to show I am better than others. I am just telling the dream as it was. Why have you insisted on flaming me lo?
February 14th, 2007 at 10:38 pm
because you do it to others…
February 15th, 2007 at 8:35 am
No, I do not. If you are so willing to blame me for something I do not do, you should have proof to substantiate your claims.
March 29th, 2007 at 11:26 am
SO! Here it is
you think of your self as supiroir and that you should be treated very diffrently Cause why would any one go against you. SOmeone says somthing and you want to prove your self try to make others suffer wich you plan fails Like my Friend you tried to get him fired from his Job by going in Under diffrent alias’s but you have no way of proving that when you get caught… and plus you always look the same…
when you think someone done somthing to you You want to get them back… Trying to prove something. But yet you make your self look worst in your actions.
March 29th, 2007 at 6:53 pm
Untrue. Everyone on this earth is equal. While we can excel in some points, in others we lack. This is why the human portrait is never complete without others. I don’t think I should be treated any differently but I do think that betrayal is universally bad, no matter who you are betraying. Especially if the person trusts you. I have never tried to have anyone lose their job. I don’t use an alias either. This blog is written under my given name, Kyle Korleski. Unlike you, low life, I do not use aliases and I don’t believe in them.
I do not believe in revenge. It is against the buddhist faith and furthermore, if the movie Saw 3 has taught us anything, it is that vengeance only hurts the people closest to you. Therefore, I do not seek vengeance. I forgive. Like for an example, I’ve forgiven Dale for removing me from my house. I’ve forgiven Miranda for being a complete bitch to me, I’ve forgiven my parents for being assholes and yes, I even forgive you for posting that overly judgemental comment.
March 29th, 2007 at 11:01 pm
but its the way you portray your self…
And yes you have since i to worked at that subway an have worked when you came in calling your self a Dr. (What ever you said) and you wanted to speak to the manager in it and then one of the workers got anoyed with you and asked you to leave in the end cause itwent down to the point you were wasting our time with false claims.
But you can still Pay Vengence in your words their
And i know your real name is kyle Korleski but Their are times you try and be sly in person.
but then you seem to snap out of somthing and Say that oo im sorry i forgot.. You do need help and it is concerning.. specially since you are lashing back through Words as well
March 29th, 2007 at 11:05 pm
I have never called myself a Doctor. I don’t even have a PhD to do so. And I have never made false claims about Dusten or anyone. It seems like the reality of the situation is that Dusten pissed off a look a like. A forensic analysis of a picture capture of this “Doctor” and any picture in my Flickr would determine that we are two different people, if I look SO much like him.
March 30th, 2007 at 7:33 am
how could he do that?
specially when he was working in the back at the time…
you have said “you could be a dr.” in ways just because you think you are… Its a world veiw.
But because your memory is not the greatest as well as you can get confused and worm your way out of things when you get caught.
D as not done anything like that.
As well as their is photo proof from my work it was you when you had the longer hair up to november