Shot down again…
Damn, I got shot down again. Oh well, she was nice enough to tell me up front rather than to lead me on and make me think there was something more like one person recently did. No I am not bitter about that. Okay, I still am. But what if I still am? I have a right to be, after what Miranda did to me. But I try not to focus on it. I would much rather find someone that truly loves and cares about me than to focus on a hater.
Speaking on that route, it doesn’t appear that my attempts at finding someone are going well. Every time that I try to find someone, they usually already have a boyfriend or are not dating anyone right now. That could easily translate to they don’t want to date me. Ever. I just wish I could find someone that loves and accepts me for everything I am. Essentially, I want to marry my best friend. I want to date my best friend.
I am not sure I should continue actively looking for love at this point. Maybe if I sit back for a little while, it just might come to me. At least, that’s what I am hoping for.