Who CAN you trust?
Today, I learned that someone that I trusted to the very core of my beliefs was just lying to me and setting me up to be hurt. A former friend of mine, or rather, a former best friend of mine decided to betray me. Basically, she lied to me since the day I met her. I feel so hurt and alone. I can’t believe that she would do something like that, that I was that foolish to trust her. I can’t believe how foolish I was! I hoped that she would be friends with me throughout college but I guess I was hoping for something that can’t be. I just hope I can find a friend here in Calgary that won’t backstab me.
October 18th, 2006 at 5:49 am
People suck. Sorry, man.
October 18th, 2006 at 4:15 pm
You can trust me, Kyle!
October 18th, 2006 at 10:08 pm
Mr. Fab - Thank you.
Matt - Yeah, right. I know I can’t trust you.
October 19th, 2006 at 3:22 pm
[...] We will be staying at Central United Church. Basically, there will be a separate room for both males and females. I also heard that the men’s shower was broken last time so we may or may not be forced to take “French showersâ€?. I hope that the showers are working because being in a room with 20 guys without showers is NOT fun. Also, considering that the floors are as hard as cement and I will be denied a couple of luxuries like my laptop, I think I might go postal (No I won’t, but I am just saying). I heard there was going to be a presentation from the Calgary Police on prostitution. That should be… uh… interesting? Yeah, I really don’t think I am at any risk to become a man whore anytime soon. And considering that HRSDC does not consider that even a vocation, there is no chance in hell that I would do that. I have also heard that we will be panhandling on the street. Okay, that’s a little scary but I think it will be an interesting experience. I was told that it is to help me see the “kindness” of the world around me and all that shit. I already know the kindness of the world around me, I don’t need to hold a sheet of cardboard to tell me that the world can be a bitch. Hell, just by reflecting on the way Miranda treated me, I know that there is still cruelty and injustice in the world. I am going to be taking a camera and I will be taking about 6, maybe 8 batteries JUST in case. Basically, battery life in this camera sucks and I may or may not be able to take many shots. However, I promise you that I will upload them via Flickr. Also, Mr. Nyrose and a few other people will be going to Belgium so I pray for their own safety. [...]