On Hiatus for a while
I’m not going to sugarcoat the truth or lie about things. The people who read my blog day in and day out know that I am not one to lie or falsify reality. But recently, Becca had made the decision to end our relationship as boyfriend and girlfriend. I wish her well in all that she does and I’m just happy that she treated me with the respect and dignity I deserve. She didn’t lie to me or deceive me like Miranda did. Or like Chelsea did. But I am not happy about the situation at all. In fact, I am quite unhappy because I had high hopes for this relationship.
So, I am taking a temporary break from blogging. I am also not going to talk to anyone. This is simply due to the fact that I am kinda shocked that she would break up with me. It is an internal debate though. Looking at it logically, Becca did love me for a time. And I respect her honesty and integrity. In fact, I believe we can become good friends. But for personal reasons - I just need some time to think. I just need to heal. And I need to centre myself again. So for the time being, my blog is on hiatus. And my plans to go to the United Kingdom are also on a longer hiatus.
Does this mean I even want to immigrate to the United Kingdom? No. In fact, I am strongly considering going to Ireland again. But this is something I am going to do later on, once I can afford to go to Ireland or the United Kingdom on my own merits. Until then, I am going to have to take a little break and stick it out in the United States. So basically, that’s it. But I am not staying in this nasty ass state for long. In fact, I will be moving to California in a few months. So at least it’s not all bad news. And I might actually be able to find a good temple in San Francisco.
Tags: Blogging, Serious stuff, That Other Life