The Darkest Evil

Alright, in the past few days that I have been blogging, I have had quite a few personal developments. I am so delighted that everything is coming together and I am excited about my future now. In fact, I am hoping that these developments in my future (plus other, more private developments) will lead to my happiness or a plan to make me a bit more happy. Or at least, if I find myself, I may be able to live a more fulfilling life.

• I re-discovered the meaning of Buddhism - I found out the reason why I became a Buddhist in the first place and I found out that I am way too critical of people with other faiths. Even still, I have also realized that Buddhism is not really a faith but yet, a set of rules on living better. Furthermore, they largely teach you how to live fuller, happier lives. I will elaborate on this later. So, I am going to try to overlook the evils of Christianity and just restate my love and compassion for it’s followers.
• I re-discovered a love for my work - I have fallen into a design slump and I have felt like I was getting creatively emptied. But then, I took another look at how I’ve been doing things and I may very well be able to make a sustainable income once again. I am now re-inspired and re-fueled to do what I love and to love doing it. I am going to do whatever it takes to remain self-employed and save up as much as I can.

Those are the two areas that just clicked for me. I am going to explain them further in future posts, but now - I am working on a project that may bring me out of the poor house. I have been waiting for a job like this just so I can break even.